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thanks b for the (slight)enlightenment today
oh.and the test thing was not fun/funny at all!!make me miss a good half hour chat with you-know-who
but still, thank you for hearing me rant to you and making me (re)-think about what i want and everything

i kinda thought about it and my conclusion(s) is/are:
1. its not commitment phobia.definitely
2. i'll (in any case) fight for what i want, and he will be one of them. i dont want to have things so easily because i wont know how to treasure so yeah, we'll see how this goes.
3. its not that i'm afraid of loving or committing, lets just say i'm (very) afraid of losing.
4. i think you're kinda right about the finding someone familiar and all that psychology stuff.at lest their characteristics in general is kinda similar, but the way they love me is very different

this sounds naggy and pretty much like an essay, but its really nice to talk to you again.thanks a million :D

p.s. (cont' from above) 5. eh.you know the pretty thing, i think both of you are biased so it'll probably not count.no?

"do i deserve to be the one?"